Pessimistic Or Optimistic? Glass half empty or glass half full? What does that really mean? Would you rather Your cup to be empty or full? I use to think or preferred my cup full at all times...but if your cup is full theres no way to receive anything... nothing!..In my continual walk I go back to the day to where my cup was the fullest, August 8 2006 and see I was full of the Pride Of life and then my cup was broken! Since that day My cup started being refilled and the path started getting better day by day..Thanking the lord for the life I did not deserve to have back..He brought me out of the pit that I was in and I started following him in a way only he knows. But the enemy I have struggled with my whole life was always there if I turned away From my Saviour.. The enemy kept whispering in my ear..Good job Chad you dont need anyone..Look how good your doing, Your awesome..the doctors told you you would never walk again...you showed them didnt you!! And the more I received praise the more the pride snuck in...I never stopped seeking God but I started forgetting who saved me..I became lost and confused, continually broken and depressed, Suicidal...Whos thought were those? Were they mine, is this why I was saved to go right back to the spiritual pit again, Why God?!?... is what I use to cry out, why me Lord is what Id say... You know in my walk, I realized I dont know anything, NADA!!! So now when I wake up in the morning...the first thing I do Is thank our Father that he opens my eye, I thank him for the pain that I knows coming when I stand to my feet! Why??? Because I go back to the tears I shed in my wheelchair when I was in church Praying , that I could stand when the pastor called for prayer, when the worship leader called us to stand to Praise God....You know what I got from all that???? Thank you Father that I can stand Now, and I will continually Praise your name..keep me empty Jesus so I will always look for your fullness, peace, joy and happiness that only you brought me!!! So I will no longer serve two masters, Ive heard all the lies before and will only walk in the truth that our Lord and Saviour Christ Jesus is and was and always will be!!! I apologize to you all for the way I lived my life in the flesh, I will not apologize for the way His spirit drives me, I need to rein back at times and I have a Good Church family thats helping me along the path for his names sake!! So I thank all of you taking the time and reading this and If you did you have my whole permission to pass this along...Its easy to love and show affection to someone broken like me, in the days when I was pushed around in my wheelchair...But you never know the people you see everyday that are walking amongst us, how did they get to this point in their life, what were their struggles or do you even care? You know a smile can turn a frown upside down, a kind word might be all some person needs to strike that suicidal thought back to hell where it belongs!! I pray you all may see each other the way God sees us all... Hate the sin not the Sinner!! May god bless us all
Posted on: Wed, 21 Jan 2015 19:29:59 +0000
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