Picture this.......years ago, 29 to be exact, I was newly married, ad one child, nice home and job, filled with the holy ghost and struggling with my lifelong issue of depression! Now it as come to its peak! I began to seclude myself from family, friends and church. Yes, still filled with the holy ghost! My wife saw the problem and began praying for me and asking friends and family to pray for me and talk to me, but to no avail. I slipped deeper into depression! One night I lcked myself in the den alone with a bottle of very strong narcotics and was ready to end it all. I struggled for hours putting the handful of pills to my mouth but the constant thought of my wife finding my dead body the next morning while holding our one year old child in her arms kept causing me to hesitate. Its now 3am and I muscled up the strength to put the pills in my mouth, and at 3am the doorbell rang. I could hear my wife opening the door and it was my father! He knocked on my door and said son, open the door, god woke me up and told me to come anoint and pray for you. I let him in and could hear him plead the blood of Jesus over my life! As he prayed I felt a weight lift from my body! God delivered me that night from my life long struggle. Depression is real but God is greater! RIP robin Williams.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 01:38:00 +0000
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