Please Like , Comment & Share so we come up in your newsfeed more Ty 😊 Fibromyalgia Fighter Imagine everyday with chronic pain You cant, I know, and neither could I Until one morning I opened my eyes And from that day on the pain didnt subside I found myself on one rough roller coaster ride My heart filled with dismay, My whole world looking dark and gray In bed was where I wanted to stay I just thought I was sick with the flu And that was the reason for me feeling so blue In constant pain how can this be? I battle fatigue; my muscles are tired, I feel so weak I am tired and sore, I cannot do this anymore From head to toe my body aches, I feel so low My life has been changed, frustration I know I keep telling myself it will be alright So I keep putting up a good fight But with this pain, it seems no end is in sight Pain is all I know- Aching, throbbing, stabbing, burning; But I keep going I try to live a normal life But whats normal about pain Cutting you like a knife? I struggle, I have sleepless nights Getting out of bed isnt an easy fight, I am tired from a short walk I cant keep up with idol talk I find it hard to keep up the pace I find it hard to put on a happy face My head is in a spin This pain I cant describe I wouldnt know where to begin Medications I take daily But the side effects drive me crazy, There are days I wish I didnt awake; Times when I feel punished For some mammoth mistake Im in chronic pain but Im fine is what I have to fake, I dont know how much more I can take I hardly have any energy to spare Oh Lord, it just doesnt seem fair Most days Id rather be curled up in bed And, no, this pain is not all in my head Some days are hard, some days I dread But I try to get through them With joy in my step I keep wishing if only I had been sick with a cold Then my life wouldnt have to be put on hold People say Gee you look well! Little do they know about the pain that Im in Dreams have been dashed, hope has crashed Ive forgotten what its like to live life well, Some days are sent straight from hell Life is hard when you feel so unwell Its hard enough to battle the pain But to endure the emotions is harder again Some say I look fine, judging my appearance from the outside They dont see me cry myself to sleep They dont feel the burning in my feet They dont see the times when The pain gets too much, and I feel Id rather die This pain isnt me, a healthy person, I use to be Why cant I be pain free for at least an hour? Id give anything for a pain free moment to savour This isnt fun, I want this pain to end, so I can run Im tired of living this way, Im tired of everyday My life seems like its one big mess Despite this though, I know Im blessed Through the tough days I live my life to my best Yes, some days I am not okay I find it hard to get through the day, Wishing the pain would just go away But I still have a reason to smile A reason to hope, and this helps me to cope I am so thankful that I am alive That my pain will not cause me to die I cannot change what I cannot So I may as well deal with what Ive got Yes, this sucks, Ive had my fair share of bad luck And Im tired of feeling yuck, But I hope for the future And dont focus too much on what I have not. Pain makes it hard to live everyday But this is what I still say- I am good, I am tired but okay, This isnt forever I WILL get better
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 18:30:24 +0000
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