Probably the best day Ive had in a while. Finally seen my boys, god Im proud of them all. Aus went from being that 14 year old sining Beautiful Soul in a bedroom to performing all around the world. AC, Rob, and Zach are all so supportive. I love them so freaking much. Honored to have them in WV. It just doesnt seem real, you know. Seeing the four boys that changed your life, being so close but yet so far. Its a wonderful feeling. The rush I got the moment he stepped on that stage, the tears pouring down my face. My headache punding, sweat pouring off me. But I held my head up and sang along for them. My Idols. I saw them smile the most beautiful smile and I knew then, that this was something real. The jealousy taking over when people touched them, the butterflies in my stomach when I hear his voice. That big smile on my face. I realized how much these boys mean to me. I love them with everything in me, these strangers that have no idea I exist. The rush. The laughs, the jokes, the live streams, and then reality hit me. These boys; that Ive loved and supported with everything in me, the ones that are there for me when noone else is, the only ones that make me smile in dark days, they dont know Im out there. It hurts, it really does. Not being able to hug them or let them know how much they mean to me. Its tough, but I wont give up. These four boys, Austin, Alex, Robert, and Zach, have taught me alot of things. Like never give up, and theyre living proof that dreams come true. I love them. So much. I cry when they get sad. I defend them against haters. Im just really saying that when you really love someone, youre willing to take risks just to see them. Youd take your own life before youd,let them go. You spend all day watching their videos, or listening to their songs. Your world really belongs around them. Noone else. When Rumors got around that Robert had a girlfriend, whatd I do? I cried. It all happens so fast. The excitment of meeting them, or crying at a small glimpse of them. Your life revolves around them. I just want the chance to actually talk to them..
Posted on: Mon, 12 Aug 2013 06:07:10 +0000
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