Question...I wonder if anyone else feels this way. So I used to be a massive tomboy (the biggest BYYYY far), then I came across the pin up world, created Pin Up Passion, started doing pole dancing as a sport and became MUCH more feminine...And over the last 3 years I have majorly noticed that Im becoming more and more interested in presenting myself as good as I can to the world - hair, makeup, fashion etc, because obviously the pin up and glamour world is rubbing off on me. BUT! I noticed that a part of me is also scared to look too good! WHAT?! Does anyone else have this? You do your makeup kick ass, put on an amazing dress, hair is spot on...and then all of a sudden you get a mini panic attack that you shouldnt be looking this good? And I dont mean this in a vein way - like OMG, Im like soooo hot, but more of a...no one has ever seen me dressed up and looking all scrubbed up like this - am I trying to be too much of an attention seeker or am I trying too hard? I dont know why I have that. Im definitively battling through it quick snap because I believe everyone should have the opportunity to look as good as they can (not just celebrities and such)... and I want to get through this quick so I can help others look (AND FEEL) like a million bucks and not like a fraud. Im trying to get used to the looks from people I guess as well, where usually I would have been overlooked with my baggy clothes, bushy eyebrows and such. Do I feel this discomfort, because I was a massive tomboy? Or is this normal that women dont want to stand out too much? Or feel they deserve to feel and look their best? Help me out here ladies...I want to hear your opinions :) I hope its not weird that Im being all open on PUP about this. I just have a feeling Im not the only one and Ive noticed having open discussion about this kind of thing helps lots of others too. So Im happy to be vulnerable, open up to you all and be the guinea pig ;) (even though its a little scary and uncomfortable).
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 00:17:21 +0000
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