Random thought: I like most people have always had the belief my personal physical appearance was of a more high quality I guess you could say.. mainly my facial features. I have many times over struggled with my image and what it even is for years. Am i attractive? Am I ugly? Do I look like anything? A lot of my high self esteem had cause me to believe that i was far more good looking than I actually am lol and I realize I may not look bad but Im no killer or anything. This also affect my choice in girls I pursue which i always had to be good looking and that cant be changed.. haha. Well now I realize those types of women hurt the most and you hurt them easier too. So now more rational thinking makes me believe that my pursuits have been after the wrong women and also.. I gotta change my own thinking of myself. I cant cut me down ... Someone else can try but I wont cause I think Im a stand-up guy and deserve a good woman.. (not a pretty bimbo) also I hope someone struggling like me reads this long post and it helps them know everyone thinks like this Im sure. Just smile your handsome or pretty... Ya know whatever you vibe wit. :) happy Sunday
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 18:50:27 +0000