Randomly (?) I heard this song today... It brought me back to when my mother was terminal and she was fighting for her life. She wanted to stay so much: for me, for her grandchildren, for my cousins... at that fateful hour of 2 am, it was us alone... I informed her to go on to the next plane and we would be ok. I knew when she left it would be a void like no other but I also understood her spirit was fighting against her body who was 69 pounds and that her mind raged against this machine. Like many of you, I will never forget those last days, hours or minutes with the one whom you loved the most. My heart goes out to you since I know where you are. At those moments, I lost my best friend, I had no faith, I was mad at God, and I was an orphan in my mind as she was everything to me. Ironically, I heard this song repeatedly back and forth from the hospital and after she passed. I now know some 10 years later, my GUIDE understood the berevity of my loss and sent this song to me randomly to let me know what I was feeling, was OK. It was normal. For all my clients this month cresting into the holidays, I am with you! I feel alone In many ways without my beloved mom and nana....if you feel the same, know you are not alone and practice a random act of kindness in your loved ones name. They live on and you will see them in fullness again. Hallelujah in Hebrew means, I BELIEVE.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 23:59:47 +0000
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