Rathore ITZ NOT THAT I DON’T GET HURT, ITZ JUST THAT I AM USED TO IT NOW |DIARY OF A GIRL ♥| 17th February.2013 late night around 12:15. I waz warm and cosy in my bed ready to sleep when suddenly my phone vibrated. I waz shocked to see that who would call me at this time? I half opened my eyez and saw, it waz “HIM”. I waz thunderstruck to see his call. After 12 dayz he contacted me. Yes! “12 DAYS”. Can you imagine diary? At one point of time, he waz the same guy who couldn’t even spend a day without conversing with me, the same guy who used to talk to for hourz tirelessly, the same guy who said that I am his foremost priority and will alwayz be. I don’t know what happened suddenly. Why this gap arouse between us? Between our relationship? We had no fightz, no argumentz, no tauntz, nothing at all. We were happy as alwayz then why this gap? Itz not that I didn’t try to contact him. I contacted him many timez but everytime he ignored my call n didn’t reply to any message of mine. YES! I WAZ HURT. He hurt me, his ignorance hurt me a lot, it killed me from within. I used to cry, cry for hourz seeing his ignorance towardz me but when I saw that he doesn’t even bother to know if I am alive or not then I also changed me behaviour, coz everything has a limit and his ignorance crossed my patience limit now. I decided to stay happy even if itz without him. It waz very difficult in the beginning, whole day long, all I could think waz “HIM”, ”ONLY HIM”. His thoughtz surrounded me but I controlled myself somehow and didn’t contact him and you know what diary? It worked! Yes! it did work. After a week I GOT USED TO HIS IGNORANCE. Now I stopped waiting for his call, now I stopped checking his facebook and whatz app last seen and status, now I just diverted my attention to other thingz, thingz that used to be important for me before he came into my life and day by day I started getting better and even better. Now itz been 12 dayz, he is contacting me. While thousandz of thingz were flooded in my mind, I just picked his call normally and said “HELLO” He called me up for some work. I helped him out and waz just about to cut the call when he suddenly said “Hey stop! You don’t wanna talk? What happened? You sound so changed” I replied “I want to talk but not now as I am a bit busy just like you were since past few monthz” He waz a bit shocked hearing my reply. May be he felt guilty. He apologized. I forgive him as alwayz but I don’t think I will be ever the same as I waz before “COZ ITZ NOT THAT I DON’T GET HURT, ITZ JUST THAT I AM WAY TOO USED TO IT NOW”
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 11:18:47 +0000
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