Really am tired of people not understanding or judging people with severe depression or anxiety. I wish they could understand what a struggle it is, just to get out of bed in the morning. To fake a smile, pretend they are fine when all they want to do is cry and shut themselves away. People may think Im a Facebook drama queen but in matter of fact, this is how I vent my anger. People cope with things in different ways, some bad, like self harm. I suppose this is like a self harm in a way because apparently I make myself look like an idiot, or Im just always in the wrong for posting my feelings. Its like a platform of unreality when I need to realise it is reality, and people on here sadly do judge. Three years ago, I found my best friends, lifeless body. He was the happiest, most caring man I had ever met, yet here he was, gone - thanks to people not understanding and judging, making his life a misery. Ever since then, I have never been the same and I dont think I ever will. It kills me just when anybody mentions suicide because I know the devastating aftermath it can leave behind. Some people get handed their life on a plate, and instead of being greatful, they deem it necessary to put the less fortunate down even further. As from today, I am quitting smoking weed, getting my life back on track, and getting rid of anyone in my life who I dont need. Sorry if you think this is more drama, but I dont care. This is my life Im talking about. Dont like it, dont read it.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 09:21:53 +0000
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