Requiem of Spirit Can it be possible to reach for someone out in space still bodies in motion that have no time to rest no motion for fear of no devotion from the other body out there amongst the clouds Staring at oblivion in hopes their dreams will be allowed. To reach and to reach, but no grasping is being gripped Wet thoughts in the mind that travel down to the tip Who knows when its possible to stretch and grab the girl yhu want yhu can’t say its impossible and yhu can’t allow that dream to taunt. How can a open heart regain a beautiful soul sitting back n watching is not helping if truth be told. I shall continue to watch… The vague face that looks at the rest left hand being placed on the absent breathing chest steady pulse running through palm far off eye stare that gives the body a long deep though Free thoughts that plead to be fought, and shown to others nothing matters but the love of yhur mother. Yet to seduce yhur wishes and pretend loving kisses that she can’t feel The vague face that looks at the rest but what if the rest isn’t real? So I can sit and gaze out my mind into a reality created by my imagination she has high expectations I can’t match those but would she understand a relationship if I can bypass these hoes? Maybe yes Maybe no. Who can really predict the true direction that the wind blows Human nature brings me to want to date her yet I can’t measure up so I keep out of sight and out of sound. who am I to be there when I can’t be here in her mind I’m quite sure that I don’t even come in clear. so the Zone is where I seem to belong How pointless it is to be alive at times. looking down that hallway into a oblivion we can not see thinking of things that we could be we walk into this bumping up on missing what we can not miss love seeing everything else but what is needed to be felt instead I can see no other option but to make myself incomplete Finding me outside of myself to see thy self makes me cry to understand such pain in my head and if I knew better before Id stop myself from ending up dead Day in and out living in a ocean sunken bed of others opinion of myself which makes them understand the dreams we had but not the love I shared this is what all have been hating waiting for… makes me so sad to know yhur not with me in my head this is where we all came from… I see we’re all dead hopelessly lost until we are completely forgotten place yourself in that hole in your head and see what its reality being nothing more then a body to walk the soulful dead no other way to live and yet we still survive. (Hums) From the ground were the walking dead this is were we all came from the dreams we have… the love we share this is all we’re created for. (Hums) So from my mind I see these things the horror inside revives me day by day Belief in GOD and knowing I’m dead my soul survives day by day I seen so many things that will kill me later save her for later and I’ll see the truth this is what I’m waiting for… (hums) (hums x 2) So you have never noticed me and I seen you so many times in my life how can your be such a whore? I stand her in the shadows, looking at you and yet you never noticed me before. I spoken twice maybe 3 What more do I have to do sink lower day by day to get you to accept my existence Eye contact is null n void to me I’ve seen you soo many times in my head laughing and joking together (hums) Saying sorry for noting being visible but your eyes can not see what I see a honest needy person that just wasn’t meant to be with you Trying to set through to you (hums) And I see nothing more then you pass day by day as I said this is what I wish no more… Just to say Hi, be on my way This and no more… (stares) Why must pain hurt so bad I don’t understand this feeling in my heart “what is that?” my own heart said “this what I was born for?” Heal me self before I implode “No this must happen” my heart said “this is what yhu was born for” “To feel the things that don’t make us dead… the things you lose will be apart of US” This is my hearts lore But I can only take so much and I rather be dead “I know you can take more” my heart said “Cuz this what I was born for”
Posted on: Mon, 26 Aug 2013 03:24:45 +0000
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