Rest In Peace Angel - Mum, I will forever want you by my side. 25 years doesnt change that at all Sporadic thoughts, whirling emotions Tears, laughter and a silent knowing Doubt, fears, understanding and clarity I am unsure which emotion I’m showing Regrets, triumphs, unshakeable memories What if’s, if onlys and if I could again’s I should have, I could have, I will have I am unsure, is this what time’s sposed to mend I lived and spent all my fun tickets I’ve danced the night with a full dance card I hidden in fear and I’ve fought with grace And I’ve made decisions, some of em hard I laughed till I cried and cried till I laughed I have both given and received good advice I have been mean, nasty and rude sure, But I’ve been angelic, a good friend and I can be nice I’ve hurt and I have been hurt, it’s true I’m not a solid wall of unfeeling Not now anyway, I learned along the way My lessons have been hard, but forgiving I was growing into a woman who once had a mum And for years I lived believing just this But I am not survivor of her death at all I am her victory that she has lived. ©Janeen Hayes 2014
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 20:37:03 +0000
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