Right I have to post this hear seeing I cannot write it on the memorial page that I set up for my dearest friend. My best friend, my confidant, one person I have trusted the most has passed away not even a week has gone and I have to move on. How does one move on and get over it, in this amount of time, after having this person in ones life for 46+ years. I am sorry I dont know how to do this, and I will not be forced into even trying, I cannot just turn of my emotions because you want me too. I was told this basically around 2 am by a private message, and to that person you may or may not be in her family but you have no rights what so ever to tell me how to grieve for my dearest friend. You all have support people surrounding you. I only have my hubby here with me, and if I want to grieve for my friend then I will. Yes you say your concerned, about me with sleep habits etc, and my grieving process, but I do not have an automatic switch button that I can turn on & off it doesnt happen that way. I have probably had her in my life longer than the most of you, so stop being negative and let me do this my way and not yours, this is the 3rd death i have had to endure in less than 4 months, and I havent even been able to move on from my mums passing yet, or my brothers yet so please let me do this my way. To any of my friends on my friends list I am sorry you have to see this but I needed to find a release valve somewhere, and please no negativity I wouldnt be able to handle it ....
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 23:45:16 +0000
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