Roller coaster ride kinda day. Another door closes, rather abruptly and unexpectedly. Im processing. I had a good old fashioned cry. I beat myself up. I spent an extended self-indulgent moment in self pity town. The hell with that. Truth is, this final rejection is exactly what I needed today. All safety nets are gone, I cant look back, I cant look down and I cant beat myself up about things I can not change. I love myself exactly as I am. Truly and completely, for the first time in my life. Its a really good feeling, too. I can give up on that door, but I will never, ever, ever give up on my talents or my dreams. I dont need permission. I dont have to wait for someone to hand me the keys. I dont have to make myself smaller to make other people happy, literally or figuratively. I am fine, fierce and fabulous. I am just getting started. There are millions of women out there just like me. I will be their champion. THIS old girl is lacing up her steel toed boots and marching her rounder sassier ass right back into the arena. Rock and roll, baby. #notdeadyet #FAB #neverevereverevergiveup
Posted on: Mon, 28 Apr 2014 21:41:45 +0000
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