Ruth wrote--It has been 2 years today sense my LAKA. I know we try to be positive, look up and not down. To encourage not discourage. But some times I just want to say how i really feel and know SOMEONE GETS IT. It is not ok all the time and life is NEVER going to be the same for me. If you are strong enough or lucky enough to do as well or better i truly am happy for you. I am not that person. I have other health issues not related to the laka that makes it harder. I am lucky to be alive and i am grateful. I am NOT HAPPY. I try to get up and look at each day anew . I still work full time and i am so blessed to have that job. I can not see very far in the future being able to do my job or any job and it scares me to death. i am in pain most days and do not take meds at work. It Is so hard to live this way. What do you look forward to? I am not a down normally but I am tired of covering up how i really feel. I pray this to will pass after 2 years i just wonder.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 15:00:00 +0000
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