SANDRA’S DIARY PRETTY DESTROYER 27:06:14 I seemed quite content with my lightless abode to any onlooker. Of course it was so because i could actually light it - as i had all i needed to - but chose not to or so it seemed. Well those who cared to offer their candle lights or lanterns, i rejected so it meant i enjoyed something in my unlit room; for days and nights my room remained bolted - whether i was in or not, no one knew. I was on tour as usual when he flashed a smile my way. ‘of course it couldnt be me he just smiled to’. I thought aloud to myself but saw him walking my way so I scurried away. He followed and kept following. I could have raised an alarm but when i turned he was not there. The next time he walked my way he was without smile and I was so sure he was like others except when he got close he did not offer any candles or lanterns. He walked into my unlit room without missing his steps - like he had been here before. He seemed to know where everything was placed. Day after day from my little niche in the corner of my room i watched with fascination how my pretty visitor got busy trying to find me. I secretly anticipated his heavy fall so my abode he would leave. But, day came and day went and i realized he was not seeking me out in my abode, he was replacing my drapes with sunrise and then the bright piercing sunlight came rushing in and i felt like an alien in my own abode. ‘what have you done?’ i cried horrendously. ‘you have destroyed everything’. Without missing a breathe this stranger took my hand in his and for a moment the firmness made me cling to him for fear that if i let go, i may be lost. I took one last look at the other side of my abode before they were washed out by the eternal light. I looked on this stranger’s face trying to know if i could trust what he offered but all i could see were me in his eyes. Although i had always been scared of mirrors his eyes created an image i wanted to love back. He had destroyed the darkness i once enjoyed and although it seemed new and i was scared for i was unsure, his huge arms where i leaned into held me and kept me safer than my abode had done. I felt hope revived. Intoxicating joy swimming in the belly of my life... I was ready to share this feeling inside...Where once i hid all my worries i had found someone so pretty had destroyed it without pain to me and i liked it all. Beauty is all i see...I realize now that i really did not need all those bolts for the safest place to hide is actually in the open. HAPPY SUNDAY
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 07:36:12 +0000
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