SCARIEST THING: falling in love, never being loved, and falling out of love. i’m afraid of falling in love with someone, spending minutes or hours thinking of one person that can change your emotional stability, make you downhearted, happy, like your whole world has been turned upside down just by seeing their wonderful smile. the fact that it’s possible to love someone so much that you’d do anything to see them live happily even if you, yourself, aren’t… i’m afraid of never being loved. i can’t imagine anyone ever thinking about me when they go to sleep or waking up and looking forward to seeing me. i don’t see myself being someone else’s happiness. therefore, i retreat to never venturing past the boundaries of friendship, and maybe by doing that i’ve already lost an opportunity. and it breaks me so badly… i’m afraid that if i ever find love, i’ll lose it. it is scary to think that someone can love you so much and then suddently it stops. you don’t smile the way you used to and when you embrace, its cold and there is no more warmth. how can such a aesthetic feeling be lost? to have loved that person so much and then your feelings alter and you dont feel the same way? or even scarier that, that one person who was your everything, STOPS LOVING YOU …
Posted on: Sun, 29 Sep 2013 08:53:18 +0000
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