Sacred Vl. Amera Ziganii Rao And remember the fight began with what we know now is Daughter Mother Dependency. That emotional wounding, sickness of terror of loss, is your archetypes ego to convert. Do not forget that the route of all male supremacy and fights with women, are over that, from your end. We are all archetypes and it is all normal. Earth makes us sick. We can heal. You maintain the dominant and you lose the bully. That is the conversion from your ego to your soul. Use the power you have and dont abuse it. You have learnt what is using and what is abusing because you have re-programmed yourself out of what you were taught. How to lead. Either archetype are taught to be bad leaders. To lead ourselves is the challenge, even with the person who takes our breath away. In ego, I know and remember well, very well, that that excitement is raw terror of crippling numbness. I remember. Conversion is taking that terror and just laughing at it inside and just getting out of the way. I know your terror. You know mine. This kind of love can never be tamed so that the fear is not there. This is powerful love. A too hot to handle kind of love. Thrilling love. The conversion from ego to soul is to try and enjoy that raw terror. That terror of loss, of rejection, of being hurt, of needing affirmation but not getting it there and then, of needing me more than you have ever needed anything in your entire life. This kind of love cannot carry rage at the mother. Your heart cannot carry that rage anymore. Let it go. Throw it all out of the window, throw the baby out WITH the bath water. Just get rid of it all. Be reborn. Be you. Be on the inside, the way you look on the outside. Deserve your love too. You parented yourself because there was no one who could help. You are your own parent. You have been beaten out of needing that illusionary love of perfection. Of the perfect, devoted and present daughter wife. You are strong enough to love a strong woman too. Because you are finally a strong man. You like your own strength, your own emotional, spiritual and intellectual strength. You like how it gets you into trouble. You like how it disrupts everything. You like flying. And that is why you like me. One day, it is said, the pain of not doing something overtakes the pain of doing it. Your inspiration is returned. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Posted on: Sat, 23 Nov 2013 03:33:48 +0000
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