Season #4-26 After what looked like the longest drive finally safika and bekune van parked at our gate I signaled James ukuthi makayivulele and we went in following it after parking he came running to our car and the police van hooted and they left Me: hey are you the doctor Him: yes Im Mike Prinsloo where is he Anglo: in here doc I cant feel his pulse Me: no no no We ran to the back and I opened I just broke down he was shot on the stomach and it looked like it was more that 1 bullet Anglo: help me with him James came running and he held me as I cried on his shoulder Doc: we need the closest room James: come follow me Busi Im coming Me: please help him Doc: we will do our best They took him to the back rooms bamfaka and they lay him on the bed and the doc started working on him Me: please baby wake up please Doc: please take her outside James took me outside thank God it was dark so the kids and sist didnt see anything yet Me: help him please he has to wake up he needs to I just couldnt bare the pain it was just too much for one person so I ran to the tree the humble tree I knelt down and looked up and held my hands high and I started praying Me: Lord, you are Holy above all others, and all of the strength that I need is in your hands. I am not asking, Lord, that you take this trial away. Instead, I simply ask that Your will be done in my life. Whatever that means, that is what I want. But I admit that its hard, Lord. Sometimes I feel like I cant go on. The pain and the fear are too much for me, and I know that I dont have the strength on my own to get through this. I know that I can come to you, Jesus, and that you will hear my prayer. I know that it is not your intent to bring me to this point just to leave me in the wilderness alone. Please, Lord, give me the strength that I need to face today. I dont have to worry about tomorrow. If you just give me the strength that I need today that is all I need. Keep me from sinning during this trial. Instead, help me to keep my eyes on you. You are the Holy Lord, and all of my hope rests in you. Thank you for hearing my prayer in all that I go through let it be your will in the pain that I feel let it be your way I ask you father that whatever happens today with my husband let it be your will I pray for your love for your hand and your divine mercy let it shine and let my husbands life be in your hands please father makangathathi womunye umuntu makathathwe nguwe In Jesus name. Amen. I was soaking wet in tears how things can just change in the blink of an eye how life can hit your most vulnerable and leave you as is I couldnt believe my eyes my soul empty my life numb my spirit dead all I needed to hear was my husbands voice laughter and love I needed him to hold me to tell me its going to be okay but hes in there fighting for his life how could things be so messed up how could life do this to me just when were about to enter a new chapter in our lives I was so far in my thoughts I just felt a hand touch my shoulder I looked up it was Siya I stood up and hugged him so tight then I let go I looked at him and the tears shined in his eyes I wanted to faint Me: please talk to me Him: we did all we can whats left is for him to play his part I wiped my tears and I looked at him Me: is he going to be okay Him: only time will tell lets pray I just couldnt feel my legs my body just vibrated my entire existence up in smoke and I just wanted to die Me: Siya he cant die Him: Busi Me: no he cant die Him: please Me: tell me he wont die tell me Siya khuluma He looked at me and shaked his head Me: noooo I cried he held me in his arms Him: dont give up yet miracles happen everyday I didnt want to hear anything except hes awake Me: why phumzile why I hate her Siya I hate my own mother I curse the day she entered my life look at the mess Im in I cant go through this again Him: I promise you my brother is a fighter he will wake up Me: thats what everyone told me about L2 but he left I cant lose my husband Siya I need him Him: he knows that Me: makavuke ke makavuke please God wake him up Him: I have something for you I let go of him and looked at him he reached in his pocket wakhipha a tissue and wayivula and there were like 3 steel thingys Me: what is it Him: these are the bullets I took out of your husbands body I wiped my runny nose and I took them and I touched them running my fingers through them then I looked at Siya Him: their aim was to kill him Me: they cant succeed they cant win Him: they will never win that is my brother in there and I know he will wake up I just know it A tear fell out his face.......
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 16:04:52 +0000
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