Settled in to my room ... Was really blessed this time with both a private room & a private bathroom :) I have had all my pre chemo meds and after my blood work revealed Im anemic I also received a round of iron ... I can honestly say that may have been why I have felt so lethargic .... Amazingly I feel like I have more energy.... Praying I stay that way when I get to go home Sunday !!!! Praising God with every breath that I have officially crossed over the half way mark of treatment .... I should be done with chemo and no third round by this coming Sunday morning .... Today also marked my 15th round of Radiation out of 30..... I find out on Thursday if we are going to continue on or if the dr feels I need a break for the radiation burns to heal before we continue.... Either way I know it is working ... I can feel my body changing after each round... Thanking God for each day He is continuing to bless me with !!!! I really miss the girls tonight ... I know they are well taken care of with my mom but after literally a decade of being the sole Parent, it is extremely hard to just say ... Well here they are see you in 7 days & not feel like I have completely abandoned them.... Especially with Zoe dealing with the bullies in middle school & now Emily dealing with the loss of her friend and classmate Sunday night to complications with her Type 1 diabetes.... All I can continue to do is cover them with constant prayer .... I so wish I could just cover them with a shield to protect and guide them through this crazy world we are dealing with now... I mean I know the 70s & 80s werent entirely perfect but we never had to deal with issues such as this ... That happened across town at another school ...smh !!!! Praying more Americans awaken to our Heavenly Father & draw nearer to him ... Praying we are not involved in ANY more fighting in wars... Praying not one more American life is lost and they come home to their families untouched by the madness... Give your babies, parents,& siblings big hugs and lots of kisses ... You never know what may happen in a moments notice.... I hate Thinking that now every time the girls leave my sight but it is the truth.... Praying for Gods guidance with them once I go home and asking God to direct my heart & hands to be a better witness to children especially those that are hurting right now at the middle school from the bullies & from the elementary school for the loss ems little friend... Those on my personal page, there is a go fund me account link on my profile to help the little girls family help cover the funeral costs. Even if you cant help financially please pray for the family !!! Lift them to God!!!! Praying Mercy over her parents and that they open their heart to God where he can ease their pain from her loss. Yall have a great evening !!!!
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 05:09:00 +0000
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