Shadow:....*he held the umbrella looking up watching the rain hit it as Nox was behind him trying to calm down*...why do you think hurting your self was a good idea...*he said not in a mean way, for once, he said it in a polite way*.. Nox:...*he was gripping at his head and slowly making way to his neck for he didnt have any medicine with him at all, he was having a hard time trying to keep himself calm from all the thoughts, he didnt want to start summoning monsters again*....I...I...D-..Do...--Dont...kn-.know....M-Maybe from a-..always b-..being t..t-tormented.....I...I ....deserve....t-to... Shadow:....*he slowly looks down feeling pity as he tilted his head*...just for that brief moment...yes...you did...but now...what is there to be upset about?... Nox:....*his eyes changed to white/gray he then soon covered them shaking a little*...e-...everything...T-That Ive be-.e...e-everything I..Ive done.. Shadow:...*he sighed and looks at his hand as he had a syringe needle, it was Noxs medicine*....You do know...you are not a bad person... Nox:...*he started to hear the voices again in his head as he then covered his head laying it down on his knees a black portal started to appear* Shadow:...*he looked at the portal seeing it, he quickly injected nox in the back of his neck as well as giving him a pill covering his mouth, making nox fall over unable to move*......Like I said....you are not a bad person...You were confused....You were fooled by a demon like me...*he said to nox as he then kneels down to him*...So stop hurting yourself......others may seem like they dont care...but...I.....and...your family...care...and I am sure...if your mother, father, and brother was still alive...they would tell you the same thing...*shadow said to nox helping him sit up*...I know...It hurts...but you still need to keep going...even with your mental problems... you have to keep going...*he said putting him next to the wall, he then sat next to him*...and...I know how you feel now... and I am sorry for making you suffer....for anything I am the one who should be punish...more than what the counsel gave me... Nox:..*he was angry at him but at the same time sad and indeed have tears going down his face as he kept his head down for he slowly returned back to normal*.....You...do not understand...what you had..put me through...You...d-do not know...what it had done to me...You...do not know how hard it is to deal with all the memories and feelings everyday!!! You do not know how hard it is! Especially when you are reminded by everything!!! *he yelled to shadow grabbed him by the neck with anger, though shadows eyes widen in surprise, but wasnt choking since he didnt even grab his neck tightly, nox slowly pulled away closing his hand*...You...do not know how many people, friends and family I lost....the ones I cared about the most....all because of who I am...for who I became....because of everything you lead me to!!....*he said and looked at him angered but still with tears going down his face, shadow just looked at him*......You fooled me...into killing my mother...everyone...in the kingdom...heaven.....and from that, I had to get tormented by you...and thousand of demons...*nox said as he started to breath a bit heavy, shadow just slightly shook his head with a somewhat concerned expression, he felt bad for what he did*....No one cared...I didnt even care...No one bothered to even help me....they were to scared.....I was scared myself....I distant myself from from everyone I met...I didnt want to hurt them anymore.......Even now....I am scared, I fear that I will hurt everyone I meet from you always wanting to ruin things....but...that was your plan...that was your plan-- to make me hurt more then what I already experience...!!! Shadow:....I...Im sorry Nox....*he said putting his hand on his shoulder but Nox smacked it away*.... Nox:..........from...all...that happen...to me.....It hurts...all the time....everything...reminds me of it.......it reminds me...of how messed up Ive become......*he tried to smiled but could only frown as he putted his hand on his face looking down crying*...... Shadow:....*he had a worried yet sad expression on his face looking at Nox, he never knew how much pain he caused Nox since the day they met, he didnt know what he could do to help him, but he knew deep inside he couldnt help no matter what*.......Im sorry Nox...I promise Ill be a better person...*shadow said as a portal opened up, he looked at it and let out a sigh knowing he had to go to a punishment, but with a smirk be patted Nox on the back before leaving*...Ill be a better person...and I promise this wont happen again...For I am truly sorry for what Ive done to you....*he said walking into the portal and turning back looking at Nox, as nox was still crying, he tried to stop but couldnt, shadow tilt his head aside and looked away as he felt the pain he was going through*...sorry...*he said as the portal closed, Nox was near a empty street as it was raining lightly, he covered his face not liking the fact that he was crying and was unable to stop but was happy to know he wasnt sobbing, for no one knew he was sad*...
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 06:34:19 +0000
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