Sitting here scrolling through Facebook. And honestly it still hurts to see my stepfather and his new wife married and have a kid. My mother was a strong woman when she married this man and played a HUGE part on his success today! She gave him every part of her existence, and gave me not even the bare minimum! They say what goes around comes right on back around. Ive experienced emotional hurt since the day I came into this world, on levels that I cant even begin to speak of. They say we should never judge, I dont judge, I just hurt very deeply! Even after a marriage suffered and crumbled, I am still your child. But we dont even speak to one another. I just wish you would have chosen me!!!!! I could have shown you a love that would last you a lifetime! Maybe one day Ill have the guts to reach for you despite my fear of rejection that I have experienced all my life from you! #ihurteveryday #somethingswilljustnevergoaway #myheartwillneverbethesame #learninghowtolovemywife #iwascreatedoutofhate #learningeveryday #deeplysaddenfortherestofmylife
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 16:20:21 +0000
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