Sitting here slightly inebriated... In my feelings thinking about - TopicsExpress

Sitting here slightly inebriated... In my feelings thinking about the gud times we created with just a bottle a B and imagination love in my heart suffering from attenuation a continuation of all the past frustrations needing a focused friend to keep my mind from deviatin from the path chosen to lead me to elevation the revelation is clear as crystal but the addiction deep driven in my veins like crystal methamphetamines so though it seems composure hasnt swayed I got an inch that only she can scratch so call this my rehabilitation and imma come out a reformed lover righteous brother still a freak undercover and all these things collectively leading me to another... But what of the present or presence of the shadow that haunts me dauntlessly looming over me like dark clouds.. My strength pushing me beyond this place of wrath and tears to the sweet serenity of HER bosom... My angel with no wings but I make her fly... And the sky is the limit only if we make it so.. Tired of fighting a faceless foe battered bruised and pale we stand toe to toe... Ready to face off again like nick cage no travolta and I kno heartbreak is a helluva weight to shoulder but Ill bear it... Give me a fools cap and Ill wear it and be the first to admit that she got me and out of fear of being lonely or forgotten I allowed her to pull my strings but she undid the seam and left my chest open, being devoured everyday like Prometheus begging for a stitch or two but what thisll prove is wen life gives u shit turn around and really show life what this shit can do... Turning into a warrior.. status like kamikaze willing to give it all like D. Wade driving to the hole with no regard for his body... Putting in work sweating like I just popped a molly, whooo! Feeling revived rejuvenated and honestly... Ready for whatever life brings next so in the end I can honor me!!!!