Sitting here thinking about all the women that have walked the road im on, all that are, and all that will... I know what the world sees.. and what others think, the criticism and judgement that is passed.. the unwelcomed advice about how you should do this and you should do that as if we.havent ran through a million different scenarios and tried a million different things just to make the next day a little.easier. I know about the sleepless nights from stress... the silent breakdowns in the shower so your kids dont see it.... the fake it till u make it face... the anger and sometimes just outright rage against a baby daddy that doesnt bat an eye when it comes to his kids... the frustrations of feeling like your working for nothing and the constant pile of laundry that never ever gets done... the lonely nights when all u really want is someone to just hold you and make you feel like its gonna be alright instead of a bunch of empty promises... I know I know I know... its hard.. and it fkn sux at times... but there is something so beautiful about it all that the world doesnt see... the strength we carry, the way we pray and hold on to faith cuz its all that we have, how hard we love, how vigorously we protect our children from harm and the cold details of everyday life cuz we dont want our kids to feel our pain, the way we hold on to hope and smile about the future when it seems we have no reason to... its beautiful indeed.. I see you all and pray for you all.. we all want a better life and that we will have.. dont worry about the ones that judge, they will never understand and thats ok :) ur beauty comes from within.. let it shine in the darkest of times and keep believing that God will keep blessing you.. and you are never EVER alone.. there are thousands of us out here and if you ever think no one cares, trust when I say I do
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 22:08:42 +0000
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