Six years ago tonight, at 7:30pm, I and the world lost a very special person. She was my best buddy, My shopping partner, My biggest fan and the one person in this world who loved me completely and entirely. My Grams fought a vicious cancer for 3 months and then it took her suddenly and terribly and tore my heart wide open. I was fighting a painful kidney infection/stone on the night that she died and had just gotten out of the hospital. And I had just given birth to Treven 5 weeks prior. I was laying on a couch in the Hospice waiting room and my dad came and told me that she was gone. I could barely walk but I remember floating down the hall to get to her room and when I got there I collapsed at the doorway and had to take a minute before going in. It was the first time that someone I really loved had died. It was the worst night of my life. I miss her every single day. I miss her daily phone calls filled with hundreds of questions and lots of Whats? I miss her house at the holidays and her awesome cooking. I miss her terrible driving with Randy Travis or Conway Twitty cranked up. But most of all, I miss her love. She gave it freely and unconditionally and that is so hard to come by. We all love and miss you so much Grams. And you are still the matriarch of our crazy family and always will be.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 03:51:20 +0000
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