Skirt comes out clean in the wash Not mine not my clean skirt Wash her pain away out and away But its still there in cards forgotten- - in wallets and still there in pictures and songs. Cant erase a million imprints...and is it right to want to? Her sorrow finds its way to me in broken promises she reminds me ....belong to her...they are her pain and sorrow and is not for me to replace ... Though I want to with joy exchange those imprints of her...with my own love and dreams...I am still humbled by my own frightened insides....how is it I could recoil in envy at all the colors she streaks you with? Those colors are beautiful however bittersweet they are....and so I breath out this lesser god in me to translate it with grace and unconditional love...unrelenting and compassionate....I wait slow for time to take its sliding tongue down my surface and find right again a place more eatable in me.....more suitable in me for dignity and carefree laughter ....but still the waiting is inevitable and most torcheris a state where race cars scream by my own longing...Im going to fast...this is not a race....there is not a countdown nor a finish line....so while her skirt and her pain sit crumpled in a bag half forgotten...I too am washing my pain clean and declining to race this or erase this...though I want to...I must allow the feet to slow walk now and accept that her imprints and her colors will for some time now....remain in my lover...will stay scribbled and filed and half falling out of cupboards and wallets and conversations and hearts...for some time now....I will have to bare this...bare her burden along with my joy my new blossoming love here....for some time I will have to rise above all the whispering fears....and I can! And I shall! For his heart I hold dear and to deep is my love already though fresh and becoming....so for some time now I know the pictures remain and all in my face as a pusher of redemption and salvation and a bringer of lessons I must have some reason to learn.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Jan 2014 04:44:34 +0000
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