So Corey Simpkins n I was watching the last show of season 2 of Parenthood on Netflix. One of the characters ends up getting into a really bad car wreck. As I was watching this the characters family sitting in the waiting room. I saw how much fear n tears were going threw the family. I totally know this is a show n its not real but what my family n friends went threw sitting in the waiting room Dec. 18th of 2006 was real. So my eyes started to fill up with tears. Wishing my family n friends never had to b in that position. Then the family on the show finally got the ok to go back into the room n see their love one. I started to cry even harder. Im scared I looked like that girl laying there in my bed if not look even worst. Corey grab me n rapped his arms around me n told me its ok. I know its ok. Im still here. Thank God. I still wish this never had to hurt my family n friends as much as it did though. I wish no body had to see me laying in bed fighting to wake up, fighting to breath, fighting for my life. Im soooo sorry. That I put yall in that position to see me like that n to b filled with fear. Im so sorry. But, but, Im still here. I still get to live my life to the fullest as much as I can. To see yalls beautiful faces. To b closer than ever to every single one of u. N if anybody feels we r not as close as we should b then that needs to change. Im more than blessed to b alive not Bc if I died I would never got to graduate school, never would b able to get married, have kids, n wouldnt b able to tell my grand kids my life story 50-60 yrs from now. I mean that is great n everything but Its Bc Im the most lucky girl in the whole wide world to have another shot at life to be around the great people who was around me before my car wreck n the people that had joined my life after. I love every single one of u. Yall help make my life something to b proud of. Thanks!! ❤️❤️
Posted on: Wed, 29 Jan 2014 07:20:44 +0000