So Facebook friends before I post my daily stuff I have a question to pose to those out there.... I have smoked since I was about 16. I quit when I got pregnant with Madelynn in 2002, I quit smoking for about 5 years at that point (but didnt have my heart into it I did it because I was pregnant and just not doing it, then started again in 2007 at some point only when I drank and I kept getting sick in the chest (bronchitis) ect. and the smoking grew to more often. Then I quit again for another 5 years or so, that time not even wanting it, like the want for it was just GONE, I didnt miss it I didnt want it, wanted to be away from it. Then 2014 around Easter I smoked. I dont know why I didnt want it I just did it...only a couple smokes but thats lead me to where I am today. Since July 1 I have smoked everyday. exactly 2 months later, I said I would quit on Sept 1st, and I held that promise. The problem is... I dont have that same resolve making this feel ... fake. I KNOW all the health benefits my friends, I sadly watched by ex-husband die of lung cancer. I had another family member with severe COPD. So WHY cant I have the same resolve to quit? I know sometimes it takes a few times to knock it out for good. but seriously? right now I am doing it for Kevin Warren and Madelynn Warren not for me. I do love them very much more than anything but loving them isnt enough to keep me from wanting to do it? Again please DO NOT write all the health benefits of quitting I know what they are. Its HOW do I get that same resolve back that I lost? I have 2 days under my belt this time and will stay strong on my third day... Just looking for enlightenment,. Life is hard my friends its all about challenges and trying to over come them. I wanted to put this out there because I would assume with the hundreds of friends I have someone might be able to show me something from their experiences. :-) Thanks for listening.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 11:18:16 +0000
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