So..I had another one of my breakdowns today..just everything gettin to me. I tend to turn my sad emotions into anger. Ive always been that way..guess Im afraid of anyone thinking Im weak..or Me...thinking Im weak. I went to Bryelles grave and noticed another car pulling up at the same time and Ive seen this car in passing at the grave but never knew who it was. Anyways..a lady gets out and shes heading up towards Bryelles grave..I get out of car and start walking towards the grave as well and she is the gma of the precious lil baby that passed away right near the same time Bryelle did. As soon as I walked up..she hugged me and we cried and we introduced ourselves. We sat there for over an hour talking about our daughters and our precious gbabies that are in heaven together. We cried some more and talked and it just amazed me that God put us there at the same time..were going thru the same thing and we actually have a lot in common. Well def keep n touch bc I KNOW God put us there at the same moment for a reason. Maybe its to help each other ..idk but I pray n I ask all of u to pray for her n her family as well as mine. Today..has been very hard..so hard that Im sitting at the hospital with Ben who was ..according to his doctor..about to have a seizure..he said he was 99.9% sure he WOULD have one so they had to immediately iv him and give him medication to stop him from having a seizure. So plz..pray for our family..were still hurting so bad that its almost unbearable! We put on our fake faces for others but were dyin on the inside. Plz pray for my new friend April and her family too. God..plz help us all to heal..plz..I feel like Im seriously loosing myself! I know my posts are long but for those of u who do read them..thank u..its my way of venting. I dont have anyone I can really talk to so this is how I do things. Thank yall n I hope everyone has a blessed evening! Were gonna have a long night ahead of us here at the er but hes starting to feel a lil better . God bless yall!
Posted on: Tue, 04 Nov 2014 00:08:28 +0000
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