So I have finally mustered the courage to post this. . . . We lost two twin boys Parker Dean Bollinger and Jackson Feador Bollinger this past January. Losing our boys was the hardest most overwhelming, sad and consuming experience weve ever had. It has taken us a long time to come to grips with what what has happened; with our loss and with the emotions, feelings and overwhelming sadness that continues to consumes us. The mother in me wants to post pictures but the realist in me knows that those pictures will be hard for some people to see. Its such a conflicting set of emotions; to want to share the joy of your childrens lives but spare friends and family of the sadness of their death. Hence my hesitancy. But our boys did exist. Not sharing makes me feel as we are not honoring them. We love them and we should not be afraid to share that with the world. For those of you who feel alone in your struggles with fertility and pregnancy loss know you are not. While our struggles are ongoing, every day we get stronger and every day we try to make those boys proud. We strive every day to keep that promise. Some days we struggle, some days are hard and some days we fail. For those of you who have experienced or are in the midst of experiencing some of the same things please do not feel alone and if you would ever want to chat please message me Id be happy to listen. Also...just one kind request...please no mean posts - thanks!
Posted on: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 02:33:25 +0000
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