So I received a message today from someone that said I act like my life is so perfect.. With some other very unkind words... Honestly did not hurt my feelings at all, instead really made wonder what this person was going through to be so upset. But I did think it was a perfect thing for me to share BECAUSE.........Let me tell you my LIFE IS NOT PERFECT, & I NEVER expect to be. If I have ever given an impression that Im perfect I want you to know that IM SO FAR FROM PERFECT.. & I dont want anyone to think I think that.. In fact I want you all to know that I struggle daily just like the rest of us BUT That I CHOOSE daily to be the best version I can be that day.. In the midst of struggles Im going to get up & go anyways.. When Im down I try to find the lesson in it, I try my hardest to give it to God, & I try my hardest to be positive no matter what. I truly believe that we all have so much to be grateful for even in very HARD times. That does not mean that I do not get upset, depressed, have bad days, a bad attitude or bad moments. Let me just share a few of my struggles that come to mind. ~ I have had 4 miscarriages. ~ I was in terrible depression ~ I was mad at God ~ My mom & I lost our business when real-estate crashed I was 7 months preggo with my son. (terrible time & stress) ~ My marriage started suffering HUGE from financial stress. ~ We went into about 40,000 in DEBT!!! holy cow. ~ We lost our house, had to move, had to get a Full time job away from my kids. ~ More panic attacks, migraines, that literally kept me from wanting to leave my house. ~ Last year my Grandpa passed away hardest thing I have ever gone through.. First one i have lost. ~ My husband & I separated for a short time ~ I wish daily I could be better mom with a ton more patience because most things that they do are really not a big deal. ~ I hope I praise them more then yell.. I fail at that all the time. THESE are just some of the not so perfect things that have happened in my life, & Im so thankful for them all.. Because they made me who am I today.. & through those trials I found so MANY more blessings.. I grew my relationship with God who had a Better plan for me. & knew my hearts desire. So I try to make a point to be a glass half full type of girl, Life is too short.. Im so Grateful for where my journey has brought me.. That is why Im on a mission to pay it forward.. Because i have been a hopeless hater myself. LOL :)
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 22:47:55 +0000
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