So I was asked a crazy question today and then asked to voice my response here, maybe for venting reasons, maybe to open my eyes or even someone elses.... You are so deeply depressed and so raw with true sadness, why then do you work so hard to fool the world into thinking your happy and fine? - The only way I can answer that is I dont ever want someone to look at me and see the hell I live taking its toll because then they look at my daughters life as a mistake, as something that destroyed me. Her live changed me, her death has nearly killed me but I choose life because I was given a second chance at it where she was denied one. I have to be strong because she was strong. I have to fight to find glimpes of peace and I pursue happiness because I have a son worth living for. I am learning that you dont learn to get through the grief, you learn how to live with it. And quite frankly if anyone where to say she destroyed me, Id be in prison and there is too much I want to see Kaylin achieve. That boy is my life.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 23:50:45 +0000
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