So Ive been thinking about a lot lately, my past, present, and possible future mainly. Ive been through some stuff in life, mostly emotional pain, but I can say that Im healing. It all started with the first girl that truly captured my heart: Josie Way. She was honestly the first person that I fell in love with and I do not regret anything that happened between us. I wont go into details because I dont want to spread things that could hurt either of us or start any drama with anyone, but our relationship did not end on the best of terms. The next girl that held my heart in her hands was Alexa Smith. I can say that out of my relationships, that was the best. I loved her with every fiber of my being and do not regret that whatsoever. I have learned something through these times where I was happier than Ive ever been, as well as the times where I was lower than the lowest Ive ever been. What I learned is that even if you let someone in and they hurt you like no other person ever has, they are a part of your past now. The pain you go through can do one of a few things: consume you, allow you to learn, or push you to become all that you can be. The people that come into your life and care are people youll have to be willing to take to heal. If left to your own mind and the pain within it, you will break, I can guarantee that even the strongest person cant overcome the power of their own mind. I have met a few people along my journey of healing, some staying, some leaving; but the three people in my life that will always hold their own place in my heart are Necro Moore, Lori Fairweather, and Sara Ladd. You have all helped me through horrible times, and I cant thank you enough for everything youve done for me. Each of you have helped me through so much, and you each deserve to have someone in your lives that keeps you happy. If either of you two ladies told me you liked me in a romantic sense, I would not hesitate to respond with a yes because you are both wonderful people who want nothing more than to be happy. As far as Necro, I cant say the same because youre a dude, and I dont like dudes like that lol. I know that you would be an awesome boyfriend to any girl though because of the kindness in your heart. To anyone who is told by any of the three above: dont let that go to waste, you will not regret the caring they can give you.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 08:42:16 +0000
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