So Ive done a lot of thinking and soul searching. I know now who my real friends are and what I need to do. Im going to first clean my social media up. Ive used FB and Instagram for so long as entertainment and to erk ppls nerves. FB nor Instagram has never been anything Ive taken seriously, but is an immediate reflection of how ppl have precieved me. Sad but true. More sad on my part. I have kids that see the things I post. I truly and honestly do not understand why any of them would have access to either of them but they do. I remember when I was a kid the internet didnt play such a huge role in the lives of such young adolescence. We live in a different world now and times are a lot different. Ill also be cleaning my life up and the ppl thats in it. Im not involved with anything terrible but I do need to get my life back on track with God. This will not be easy. I am not perfect nor will I ever be. If Ive offended ppl, hurt ppls feelings, stepped on toes or even done things Ive not noticed, Im sorry and apologize. To my kids, Ive not always been the best dad or been there when I should have but I plan to do better. I love you all with all my heart and that will never change and never has. To their mothers Im also sorry Ive not been what I should have been over the years. The crap youve had to put up with and the excuses Ive made. This public apology is the closest I can do to make you understand how truly sorry I am for all Ive done. With Gods help and my willingness to be a better man things will change for the better and my actions will be proof enough. My eyes have been shut for a long time and Ive been asleep when I should of been aware of what has passed me by so quickly. Again Im sorry to everyone and hopefully God makes an example of my life for all to see. Ill still make mistakes cuz Im still only human but Ill be more aware and alert from now on. The past few weeks have been an eye opener for me and Ive seen things Ive fell short of and God has done exactly what Ive asked of Him.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 07:57:33 +0000
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