So for anyone who havent heard I am having a very bad day. I am 30 weeks today and have been stuck seeing the practitioner assistant cause my Dr is always jam packed :(. Well she has always hinted on how fat I was and her distaist in my weight :(. so yes world I am 412 lbs and pregnant. But the nerve of her to hint today that I am faking being nauseous still because of the high street value of zofran is a last draw. just because I am big dosent mean I am not sick and funny thing is if you have a patient that day one says 2 weeks ago I was 405 and your scale says 360 something is wrong. ok fine maybe I lost 40 lbs ha ha funny I wish. so 2 weeks later I am 378 ok so lost 40 now gained 18 ok fine whatever no it cant be your scale. A scale that can only weigh up to 400 lbs wrong cause it is never wrong. fine 4 weeks later I weigh 390 so another 12 lbs gain. so finally I go to my gym and weigh my self on a scale that goes to 500 lbs surprise surprise 412. so in 8 weeks I gained 7 lbs. so here I am 22 weeks and she says no scale is not wrong. weigh me again 398 I must have diabetes. so she scheduled me for 1 hour glucose test at 22 weeks too early. so next morning go in for my test I get weighed. OMG I am at 364 so miraculously I lost 34lbs over night. so again after glucose test to the gym I go no surprise 412 OMG. so call Dr office get told gym scale must be wrong. so finally I shrug it off till the incident today. which btw there scale said 398. so another 34lbs gain from the last 34lbs loss sorry for the long rant but very frustrated at this point and no other Dr in area are seeing new clients this late in pregnancy. so requested for second time to only be treated by maximos even if it means having to reschedule. so here is to hoping I see him in 2 weeks wish me luck at this point I am so ready to just have Matthew deliver the baby in the tub :(. Oh and mind you I havent bought new cloths since 13 weeks and all my clothes still fit fine :).
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 01:47:30 +0000
© 2015