So for the past several months I have been in a reality that wasnt - TopicsExpress



          

So for the past several months I have been in a reality that wasnt fitting me any longer but for some reason, sitting in an experience that I was ready to be done with, wasnt going away and when I attempted to step into a new one, it was like I was paralyzed. Almost as if I was a slave to this old depressing life experience. To make it as clear to you as possible as to what I mean, is to say that for the several months my life has been like something you would see in a movie or read in a book. Different interesting people who I thought would stay in my life, were only there for a short time and I realized why. They were there teaching me a lesson, giving me little reminders about what I really desired out of life. More and more as I have dragged my self out of the old and into the new, My mind has been desperately searching for something new, something, fun and exhilarating. Not that my life isnt cool already, its just deep inside, I know there is more coolness to live out.. As I woke up one day laying next to someone who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, I had a knot at the pit of my stomach.. All I could think of was, Sharessa if you stay here, with this man you will be miserable and bitter! It took me a few hours to pack up all my shit, and get out of the dusty little apartment in Baltimore, and head back to Annapolis.. I realized I was going to put my dreams of traveling the world aside and actually settle for a mundane life here in the states. So now that I am back in my happiest state and ready to conquer the world, I have now decided and planned for myself and my little boy, to go live abroad in Costa Rica for 6 months and then in Madrid,Spain for another 6 months. This experience will be life changing. I wrote this long status to hopefully inspire someone who is living a life not designed or created with their own intention and own mind. Its time to no longer accept to live any other way than the way you truly desire! Much love and light.... Sharessa..
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 16:52:09 +0000

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