So, its been over a year Ive been off methadone, and as the time passes, I become more lucid, realizing what an ugly drug it is. It is controlled by people who have no interest in the well being of the patients, in fact, abuse their power and try their hardest to convince people that it is not only a logical option, but one that is good, that keeps illegal drug use to a minimum (because they are your drug dealers now. They determine whether you will be sick or well.) At 30, I have 4 teeth that need to completely be replaced, and I can only remember being in a fog when my mom died...I still dont remember that time of my life being anything but a prisoner to a drug, a legal drug. A drug that masks pain, induces overdose, and controls the minds of the patients who attend these clinics. Drug deals, urine sales, homelessness, anxiety, madness..... When I (and many others) addressed these clinics about my teeth, they constantly told me it was due to my own lack of personal hygiene. The drug lifestyle people try to escape when going to a clinic isnt only contrary, but delves much deeper into a world you didnt even know existed. If you want to pretend this is a healthy alternative or cheaper than illicit drug use, look away, but the truth is..... Methadone makes heroin seem like you wished that was your problem....at any dosage, it gets you way too high (synthetically) and the clinics will tell you that the truths you discover about this awful shit are myths. If you or someone you love is maintaining or a lifer Do yourself, them a favor and utilize the internet to research methadone....watch your teeth rot, if you can stay awake, and feel blessed every morning you wake up because you didnt die in your sleep. Eli Lillys methadone war machine....mind control, yadda yadda...... Seriously, its not OK. The saddest part is, its not until youre sick or starving will you replace complacency with action...do your job by dismantling these synthetic options because youre worthy of a real life. Whats next, sanitoriums?
Posted on: Sun, 07 Sep 2014 22:51:12 +0000