So much stuff from these last few days. So much stuff! I want to give you all a heads up however. Im going to be more selfish. Ive discovered that while I live my life the way I want, while I give love to others and do what I can, I need to show myself the same. I need to. I DESERVE IT. I love hard and I play hard and I give hard. But I am so hard on myself and I totally give people pieces of me that I should be keeping and nurturing more. I think of the boys Ive liked and waited for. All the people Ive constantly been there for. How much I run myself ragged emotionally trying to help others and neglect helping myself. I cant do it anymore. So if I seem less involved or involved differently, this is why. If I speak up when youre hurting me, this is why. If I tell you I cant, this is why. Dont worry about me being different in a way that you wont like me. Ill still be crazy. Ill still be loud and ill sit care for you because that is why I was put here; to help and provide for others. But it will change because I am finally to the breaking point where I cant keep not loving myself. I cant keep wanting things to change and not supporting my wants and needs. I hope that you all get what im saying. And know that I will always encourage you to love yourself more and be selfish. ♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 00:40:53 +0000
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