So.... my sons truck broke down today and while I was trying to diagnose the problem I bumped my head on the tire now I have allot of pain, swelling and can feel the fragment of the skull that they put back during surgery is moving again. Why its it so hard to just sit still and wait? I know God has complete control and can heal me but if I dont give Him a chance to heal me I wont be healed. I know that...But as a strong man that uses his hands to provide for his family thats all Ive ever known is working hard. As a child my dad instilled in me to work hard for everything I have and never give up. But Im 34yrs old and have never had to depend on anyone. Even when I was a father at 16. I worked full time and went to school. Now I feel as if I have to sit on the side lines and watch. But all the while Ive had a busted water pipe in my house a bathroom that is torn apart, a truck thats broken down and so much more. I have truly been blessed by family and friends financially and with the work that has needed to be done. I am truly grateful. But it is so hard to sit on the side lines everyday. So I push the limits and now Im suffering the consequences again and again. I keep saying that Ill slow down and sit but I dont know how! My wife has tried her hardest to get me to do the right thing but I am so hard headed. I love her and my children so dearly. But this is one of the hardest things Ive ever had to do. Thanks for listening!
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 22:03:29 +0000
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