So, some of you are not going to like what I have to say here, but it is difficult to convey to everyone as I do not see a lot of you often. My life is very very different than most of yours. Namely due to Beth taking her life and leaving me with my/our two wonderful children. I would never wish such upon the person I dislike the most and I mean that. It has been an EXTREMELY hard fight. The majority of you do not know what it is like to try and raise two infants, now young children, after such an event let alone deal with the extreme trauma I personally have been through and what I saw that horrible morning. Thereafter, being alone, responsible for everything, having all the answers, being there for all the crying of the kids, their needs, fighting to get them insurance after Beths death for months while they were severely ill at times, trying to find the money they need for food, clothing, etc., etc. the list could go on for pages. Thatis NOT to say that my family and others did/have not helped at all. They have and still do. Now, there are some of you that do not like Jen based upon some things that I have said in anger, frustration, my past drinking, etc. HOWEVER, most of you have NEVER even met her. The things that Jen has done for the kids and myself would go on for pages as well. VERY good things for the children and I. So, cutting to the chase and I am sorry to be blunt. Within two weeks, the restriction of Jen and I being together will be gone. At that point, her and I ARE going to try and work on our issues through counseling/therapy between ourselves, the issues that others have brought forth (some of which are based on my not giving Jen due credit), problems due to others inserting themselves into my/our/my families business as well as my own family inserting themselves into MY business. I am 43 years old and have seen and been through a lot. the following is per my two therapists I see...I am priority #1 for if I am not good, I cannot be good for my children. I have a RIGHT to be with someone and whomever I want so long as no one else is getting hurt. Additionally, I never have, nor do I have any desire to live the rest of my life alone, nor do I want my children to live a life with no female directly involved in their lives. They deserve a Mom....period. I cannot, nor can everyone else, give them what a Mom can as much one may believe otherwise. So, if you do not like this fact or feel that you know enough not to respect it, make your own decision as to how you want to interact with me, see me, unfriend me...whatever. It is time for me to make my own decisions regardless if others do not like them as I am not going to be a mold of everybody elses advice. I would add, if you have such strong disagreements, I ask you to be respectful enough to ask me for the truth of what has gone on so that you are not ignorant in your opinion or conclusion(s). Peace, Lee
Posted on: Wed, 25 Jun 2014 06:59:27 +0000
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