So the hardest thing that Ive ever had to do was done yesterday morning. This evening while I was in the shower Haylie and Parker sat on the recliner alone. Just the two of them. She told P how much Amber loved him and that he wouldnt be able to see her anymore. She asked what kind of stuff he did with Amber. He said he went swimming with her a lot and taught her how to dive off of the diving board and she was there for his party. He started tearing up. Haylie asked if he wanted to pray.Parker told God that he is glad that she is up there with him and that he is taking care of her and that he wanted to see her! They both came to me and we sat on the floor and I told Parker that things will get better...then it came...the breakdown... He put his head in my lap and starting crying uncontrollably. He kept saying mama I just want to see her. He said it hurts his chest. I told him that its going to. He said no mama its worse than hurt. Mama I just turned 6! This absolutely broke my heart. Tomorrow will be hard and Friday will be even harder for Parker.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 03:06:55 +0000
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