So today marks two years since the birth of my second son Raekwon Trae Phillips Rae. My second true love and even though he had to go he will live forever in my heart. Tuesday June 8th, 2013 i was forced to say good bye and i felt an emptiness in my womb i felt as though someone had ripped my heart out. I felt selfless, helpless, alone, angry i felt as if i had lost a limb, my heart i felt like it was a bad dream. But it is a nightmare i will have to live with for the rest of my life. A feeling of despair i wouldnt wish upon my worst enemy. All those who are unfortunate like me to have lost a child would know how it feels. So the doctors diagnosed him as having Broncho-Pneumonia which to me was wayward because he didnt have a cold for it to bad to reach there. He developed a fever June 1, 2013 took him to the doctor who found no reason for a fever. Took him to BCH he started wheezing got nebulized then started having difficulty breathed he was admitted immediately and was placed on oxygen. So devastating:-(T_T. But today instead of feeling sad i am feeling blessed and proud to have brought my sons into this world. Thank God.
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 15:35:47 +0000
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