So we begin were all lovely were perfect everything between us is lovely, few weeks go by a month then two and my god I love you so much, the you begin it, you end it with me, seconds later you love someone else, I let it slide, you ask for me back I say yes but Im not taking anything like that again, you agree you say it wont so I beleive you, we keep going but your meeting up with other lads, I go to a car show and then I find out youve met another lad when you told me you were too Ill to come to the car show but your quite happy to go an meet another boy, I get pissed off I try and find you for hours after that, I find you I try and hug you yet some how I am in the wrong for being annoyed that you met with another lad, we move on you tell me youl change and not talk to other lads like anything more than friends but yet again Im fooled, before that your told by someone that Ive cheated on you yet I need did I wouldnt couldnt even when you broke up with me I couldnt bare talking to Ny other girls it wouldnt feel the same because I still love you, so we get back together its all going well but I notice a change in you since youve been talking to one boy in particular a lot I let it slide but your hurting me so bad, you seem to turn a little on me always having a go at me even when Im just trying to help, you hurt me so much, you I behind my back with my best friend that i trusted and you talk to him more than me you change your attitude towards me you wanna see him more than me and it kills then a couple weeks after I find out you told him you liked him and he told you he liked you you guys killed me yet after all this I still want you back, when you gonna realise Im not like any other lad youl meet, I dot care about your period pains I dont care that its discusting because I love you and I can deal with these things, you commented on boys photos with kiss faces and hearts all the time, I let it slide because I cba with the arguments so I liked a girls status which was one of the ones that say like for a comment on your pp so I do, she comment on my pp an messages me asking me to do the same on her pp so I do, you take me up stairs and immodestly assume from that then that I have cheated on you and end it with me there and then I prove to you that I didnt, you dont care that I am actually trustworthy, so you hurt me a lot so all I do is have a conversation with another girl no kisses no nothing like tht all I do is go on about how much I love you and how much I want you back, you see one message between me as another girl nothing meaningful but you end it with me there again not considering maybe she was just there to help, you ask boys for there numbers and snapchat all the time but it didnt bother me because I thought I could trust you, its the opposite you think you cant trust me but you can but I thought I could trust you but I couldnt :/ even after all this I still want you back because I still love you but you dont wanna know and it kills me, hopefully youl see this and see Im not like others and see tht I still care after all youve done to me I still want you :(
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 14:18:44 +0000
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