So… yea. I want to tell you that I love you. I want to tell you because I want you to know it’s true. Really, I want to tell everyone that I love you. Really, I want to scream that I love you. I want to climb to any high place and yell it. I want everyone to know. I want them to know your mine. You belong to me. Not in some misogynistic, property way. Your heart is mine, and mine is yours. I don’t own you, I am you. This isn’t two halves becoming a whole. This isn’t a yin and yang. This is a merger. Two wholes coming together. The first time I saw you I was blown away. I thought you were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. My first statement to someone else about you was that fact alone. Not an opinion- fact. My second thought was that I’d never have you; I couldn’t; you wouldn’t. But here we are. It’s not perfect; not even close. But it’s raw and rough and real. I miss you when you’re gone. I always want you to be here. Seeing you is my most favorite thing. You’re like a drug and I need a fix. Seeing you is my worst favorite thing. I know it will be a while until I do again. Your eyes, your smile, and the sound of your voice. Someone once told me that was how I did what I did. Now I realize; now I get it. Now I know how they all felt. A word, a look, a gesture. I’m wrapped around your little finger again. The way you half smile and look away. The way you play with your hair. The way you twist in your seat. The way you travel with me. The way you hold my hand even when you dont. An infinite checklist. Don’t ask me why I love you. Ask me how I couldnt love you. Ask me how I lived before you. Ask me how everything seems fake and trite now. Ask me how I figured out that time was relative. Tell me. Tell me you love me too. And it doesnt have to be in this way. Love me in your own way. But just me. My unique way. Tell me you think about me. Tell me you miss me. Tell me you see all of this when I look at you. Tell me. Tell me you love me. Because I want to tell you that I love you. So… yea.
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 06:59:27 +0000
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