So, you say you miss me and you cant wait to see me but when we are together we are so distant....Its sad that we cant enjoy each others company without always arguing, fussing and speaking in harsh tones at each other. I cant do this...I dont wanna do this.....Why do I have to do this? I tried to be patient, loving and understanding...I tried to look for reasons to love you, and only you, but all I see are remnants of unappreciative, non-reciprocal, rude and self absorbed women from my past, who dont know how to love so they sabotage it when its shown to them. I know that no relationship is perfect, but to constantly make excuses of why it cant be is emotionally draining.....Im tired of overlooking those faults that you are clearly satisfied with having; Im tired of forgiving rudeness, and Im tired of excepting things I dont deserve.......I love me, and if I keep allowing poison in my atmosphere, then my potential to love appropriately will diminish....Im tired of loving someone who feel like they dont need me because if you dont need the person you claim you love, then you will put less effort in to wanting them to feel loved.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 19:55:40 +0000