Some days I wonder what im doing and how i treat some people badly without knowing it. maybe its because i know a part of me wants me to be mean and nasty but the more dominant part of me wont let it. I guess deep down I am a good guy but I know there will always be that tendencies to be bad. I know i have to fight and never give up on fixing things and to become a better person. some days i wish i never knew the things ive gone through in life whether is was me hurting someone that was close to me or that i loved or even my own personal tortures and torments from everything ive been through. Im actually writing this in tears because i have hurt several people close to me recently and im sorry. I guess i know part of me will never change and other parts will. No matter what i say or do anyone thats close to me i love you guys and im sorry and for those ive pushed away and hurt im sorry and i love you guys too. you all meant so much to me and yet i screwed it up. i know love is strengthened by pain but it still sucks hen that same pain can make you lose some of the most important people in your life. if you have people close to you dont push them away, instead be thankful and grateful they are there n matter what because youll feel like me and it will be too late to fix the mistakes youve made.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 09:57:25 +0000
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