Some of my friends are going through difficult times and when I was going through difficult times Ive written this .... Titled: Momentary Insanity From day to day you put on a face to try to hide the pain, You never look in someone’s eyes because you don’t want to expose the pain and sorrow you carry within. You have learned that telling your problems only give people a reason to talk shit. Keeping it bottle inside only builds up pressure, till you want to climb a mountain just to yell-out whatever makes you feel better. Betrayal is the worst enemy, lying to yourself isn’t doing anything. You reach out to someone, they only tell you negative thoughts and talk about things you really don’t care about. You try to go to the one you love then it just makes an argument and the lying continues to grow. This is not helping!!…. you are screaming at the top of your lungs in a crowded room, no one is listening. Tears in your eyes and some rolling down the bridge of your nose, Asking, pleading, praying to god please help me You are feeling alone having momentary insanity Running to a mirror to see the “ugly face cry” peaking and turning away a few times All of a sudden before your eyes …….. You start laughing, You start to think what you are doing is ridiculous. With a turn to the mirror…. you look at it …give it your best smile (maybe with a wink) realizing that you are your best friend, Free yourself from self-destruction. Forgive yourself for everything, make needed changes, and strive for the best. After all this you will realize you don’t need anyone to make you cry (sadly), smile, laugh, or to be happy you could do it all on your own……….(just saying and I hope you enjoyed this one)…………….
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 00:58:08 +0000