Some reflections on last year... 2014.. Me personally(other than avoiding the fb here)..- I went without sleep at least 20 days? :O I cried/tears at least 360 days of 2014(better than 2013(puking blood/brain aneurysms/considering EMS)suicidal/self destructive...arggg: 2013(BAD stuff...)? I slept an average of 1-3 hours the 345 days of 2014 that I did get to sleep? & Of that sleep, I did get, was mostly nightmares of my abusive/succubus ex girlfriend(being some sort of demon? Doing aweful things...) & MAJOR GLOBAL DISASTERS! & MASS DEATH!? (MOSTLY) NIGHTMARES!??? Even last night I had an hour of nightmares about the Demon Whore Monster Disaster??? You tell me.... Because Id sure like to get some decent sleep among MANY other things this 2015.. I am messed up in my head.. although it is slowly getting to a more comfortable zone?.. I still have some serious garbage going on? & I reqally hate when I have certain visions(hard to explain) & then they happen... bad stuff... beyond the synchronicity that I love.. that magik path of symbols.. Bad visions become real! & That makes me sleep less. Hard to explain... & I am still a miserable/un-happy person inside.. & better believe after 30 years I have a pretty big chip on my shoulder about it!;p ;) But really live for something to balance that about? Who knows? Sleep when Im DEAD!;) Life is weird.. but something better make up for my 30 year nightmare(curse) soon! :D HA!
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 01:06:39 +0000
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