Some times at night Im kept awake by the things I said an did when I allowed evils to rule my life. I used to take pride an joy in making Christians scared of me an engaging them in conversations where I could twist their words an heatrs an make them lost an to that aim my work was flawless and I revealed in it. I lied cheated stealed gave other false hope an belief in the wrong things an I was a steadfast servant for chaos in my life an others I used. I once had a man I called my brother verbally call me master like I knew the answers to his life an his own heart only to leave him in the dark once he made a mess of his life that I guided him to. I think of these things an it hurts my heart but I know I am foolish to think that my misdeeds are out of gods reach thats the only thing that brings comfort to my heart. Im soo very happy for the church life I have a new found friends Ive made in gods name. Truly god has took mercy on this old fool an blasphemer an blessed me.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 03:12:11 +0000
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