Something happened tonight and it was very different... You all know my past - the guy stuff. Well in that past life, I was into mixed martial arts and studied 3 disciplines. I was very good at it and I was able to do quite a bit if say an attacker were to come and threaten my family or myself. It was a man kind of protective reaction. A more masculine way of handling things as I was forced to learn from other guys. I had no clue about how to be a guy or fight like one, but lets say I copied my guy friends. Anyway, tonight, Lynna and I were out at a place to get a quick bite to eat. In the booth across the dinning room was a woman with a cellphone pointed in our direction and she was aiming it at us. I saw her jab her girlfriend next to her. She then looked at us and began to smirk. I saw the whole thing and I was so mad. But this time, it was not a man-kind of mad. No, it was a woman kind. You see what I mean? Before, when threatened, I would just look at a guy and or pound him for making fun. I would get all puffed up and walk over and tell them to shove that camera in their ear or Id do it for them! Tonight though, it was like a Momma protecting her kids! It was a totally different feeling and not aggressive but life saving and protecting. You ladies know what I mean. Its the same stand a woman takes when her kids are threatened. I did the exact same thing in the restaurant tonight. It surprised me. I had never felt this kind of protective stand before. I just got up and told the lady to stop taking our picture. She said some nonsense and the incident stopped. My point was this: I think like a woman in every single aspect of my life now. I think any shred of man junk or what I was forced to learn as a fake guy was finally gone. Wow, HRT really does change so much. I stood up and made a stance like an angry Momma bear. I was amazed at what I did and more amazed at how I did that. Jenny
Posted on: Wed, 09 Apr 2014 04:51:05 +0000
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