Sometimes I feel guilty for having to get over Gina. I think your memory forgets things, for you to get over it. for a safe guard. I recorded it after she died and I dont even want to look at it. I still have the last cigarettes in the ash tray she smoked in my room before she died. Is this what happens when someone dies? I was so close to her . Im just sick of crying. Its so hard and makes you crazy.I still cry but it is getting less and less. Am I just torchering myself or what.??It will be 1 year September 14. I am afraid of that day when it comes. Lord I hope she is with you. and take care of her. for me. I do believe this is the worst thing someone can go through. It is torture everyday.I dont know where she is. I still dont go in her room much.I made myself sometimes. Its like a bad night mare. Like a dream. Thats all I have to say now.
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 06:51:21 +0000